ok..first of all i had a great conversation with aitert..im truthfully sorry for what i did at the past..u r an awesomely nice person n a gd advisor..im really regretting on all the things i said.. n i've come to realised all this mistakes i had done n im ready to correct it..she is right! she is totally right!! i'll try n keep every single thing she said in my mind.. frm now on..there'll be no more depressing posts over some ppl who is not bothered anymore..i've made a promised to be the best out of myself and just enjoy life.. life has gotta be way more than that..i feel so silly over all this..im depressed n was so dull bcoz of them while they r just simply making fun of me having a blast saying stuff i wouldnt wanna noe at all..its time to put an end to all the miserability n depressions..im all over it..i had a long tough time n im tired of it..past is past..its not worth it..hypocrites r outta my life..

again, i really salute and admire aitert..she speaks like a really experienced and educated person..she earns my total respect! n im gonna feel a huge lost when she's moving to aussie nxt yr..keep in touch ya..i still have to come to u for more..winks* thanks for teaching me those things..really treasures it..

im on a mission..start a new joyful and contenting life!! "nothing u saids its gonna bring me down" i have new perspective about life..n im such a dork for actually felt n had the impact of what they said on me!its the worst thing i've ever done to myself.. not gonna along that to happen..im just gonna move along and say whatever as much as they want bcoz i really dont care..just say we have different perspectives..u might laugh at me or u'll just understand it..u might think its silly n dumb while im thinking look at urself b4 u said anything..n i might be thinking the same thing ur thinking about me..so no worries im not gonna jugde anybody anymore..bcoz judging is not fun n pleasant at all.. mayb u havent been through it but what comes around goes around..-did i said it correctly? anyway..u shld get my point..if u know what i mean..

anyway..it feels like a burden is out of my chest..i feel lighter n of coz better..live happily is all i want..im contented..

cheers* happy days everyone!! *huge smiles* im feeling like a bird spreading my winds to fly up in the sky..free and relaxation..or chocolate melting on the taste buds..satisfaction and melting the sorrows..

n i noe y'all love pictures.i'll try n get more pictures ya..brighten the atmosphere around! 1 more gd news..me n him..ok adi..i feel much relief now!