i still have the feeling i was experiencing during the car lost..n i hate that feeling so much! its driving me crazy and cant it just get out of my mind! it makes me feel depressed and miserable in the meantime esp when it comes to think about all the circumstances that will and had put US through .. i seriously cant understand what makes us deserve that?! we did nothing to harm any1 at any means..we r always on the charity and other nice stuff.. but why us?? this is no 1st time n im so sick of all this..its always us..

so im glad that we'll be moving hse..new environment and hoping for a better place and life.. so mum n dad went hunting for hses on sale recently..i got my eyes on the new area, usj 3A! not bad.. i love the area..its new n far awy frm everyone else..i mean at least far away frm sum ppl that left me with bad memories and also to leave all this bad experiences we had gone through behind n no turning back..but im definately gonna reach my room..is one of a kind n im lovin it so much that i feel like not selling my room in particular..lol..the rest of the hse r junks..so u can have it..

i've been staying in this hse for more than 10 yrs now and its really time to change! dad said he's gonna design it the best sand he got my trust since he's the part time interior designer and contractor.. he know what best to do and he got all..so im truly looking forward for a new hse..we've some ideas in our heads that might be putting to gd use..i want the dinning area to be like the korean style-in taipan that restaurant n dad agrees..how cool..

better start mugging later for the weird diagnostic test.. i've no idea at all..funny enough..one of my fren thought she got the wrong paper bcoz the questions r so "frightening"..lol..