i heard so much about blogging today and that makes me proud bcoz i do blog oftenly and enjoy it..its the therapy =) so tomorow is the silly test.."keselamatan" blabla..n havent start "studying" yet..all this never make my life less miserable..

im always stucked in this situation..one after another and its not fun at all..i feel sick and im really tired..can longer take it anymore..more than half of my time is spent worrying and freaking out with everything that r going on around me..its sucking the energy n the essential oxygen away frm me! many unpleasant stuff have been occupying my brain recently and formed sily thoughts..i tried not to think about it so much and all i need is focus..n sum confidence coz t.anne said im lack of it..lol..

n i just had my worst tuition ever..its terrible as usual..i dun get it..one did they accepted him in the first place..he only bring noise and eventually distraction and we just cant focus and concentrate on our subject and how can his be happening?? who allow this to happen?? whoever who did..yes offense..r u out of ur mind?? for god sake! i hope this will never repeat agin bcoz i cant bare with this anymore! seriously feel like quiting but i just can afford to bcoz..1st i can find any better tuition with such a pro teacher..2nd i dun have the time to search for one and time is running out pretty fast..in just a blink u'll find urself in the weekend..reasonable enough?

speaking about weekend..my weekend..as usual..pack like sardines it is.. on sat they'll b throwing a farewell party for jeremy..he's migrating to china end of this month and skip the PMR! =) perfect! wondering shld i get him sumting..for the last time..?

nxt..its the subday..going the the doulos ship..=) organised by koon's church and according to sm its only 2 yrs younger than the titanic and it has book fair in it..here i come,books!!i cant wait for this lil trip with koon, sm n thats it..the rest..once i hear their names..i immediately feel like cancelling it but i take gd control of myself..i wont let them spoil my sunday! not this coming sunday! im gonna have a great time exploring this marvellous and spectacular ship..with books!! this is one in a life time experience and im so gonna open my eyes hugely..=)

i hate S.A.M!! i hate her so damn much..fucking slut! arrgghh.get her off my life..never wanna speak to her! if possible..geez.. she gets on my nerves easily..!

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