continue with my dreadful experience..so the car was gone..forever i assumed..there are sum valuable things n important documents in there..my beloved camera with its memory card was one of it..i felt horrible and im pretty sure my dad may looked "normal" on the outside but deep inside he must be heart broken..he loves the car..he took great care of it n always treating it with special care and etc..i even counted that left 2 weeks n 1 day only bfore its very 1st b'day!!

n my bros responded pretty well with it..i think they r "recovering" real fast..fast enough to continue with his maple and when i asked him about it he was like.."come on" "cheer" "its nothing..""its just a car""who cares""EVERYONE had gone through it" i shld have known..guys r always guys..

thank god there is the insurance to save the day..my dad settled eveything right after that..lodged a police report n stuff..he must be exhausted..plus the lack of sleep..just poor old dad..so now i've no idea what he had decided to do nxt..hope everything will be alright..a better tommorrow is my hope from today onwards! =)

n i had my braces done again today-changed it frm pink to purple..n managed to buy my fav mag..i was supposed to follow mum to temple since today was "kuan yin tan"n believe me i really wanted to go n ask for some blessings i mean with all this that had been happening around me..sure need that..

..but....im experiencing sumting in the meantime..i was suffering frm stomachache and my knees were weak..its the time of the month if u noe what i mean..its killing if u still want me to attend it..i mean with all the bending frm up to down and stuff..plus 1 more thing to worry about..-leakage! its just tough! so i finally decided not to go..and stayed at home with my youngest bro..mum was planning to bring us together n due to this last min change..we had no dinner n so we ordered pizza for the both of us..i guess mum must b not so happy about it..im sry mum i'll try n go the nxt time k..

rewatched "hot chick" again while eating the pizza..love that movie..its so hilarious and romantic in the same time~n frm now on my fav bk will be the V club also known as the virginity club..i hope im like one of the character, eva..lol..n my bro was cursing me bcoz i wouldnt let him play..so much for a bro! gotta go to bed..zzzzZZZZZZZ

depress took over me! i feel down...