seems like a long time since i last posted.i felt uneasy about it..damn..is this what we called a habit?i hope its not bcoz i cant adopt a life like this..struggling to go on9 n blog every single day..but its quite alrightIF i have an apple laptop waiting for me in my room everyday..that will be perfectly pleasant! anyhow..my weekend is always packed but can be very boring and exhausting which is not a life i wanna adopt! i prefer to go on my slow and peaceful pace while enjoyin myself without the feeling of rush! i didnt make it for the dance dinner yestersay.kinda regretted bcoz i m still clueless about my dance result..im so freaky nervous! ong n amelia got the highest in our batch n managed to get a trophy each..their marks r 98.8% over 100% which is like ulala.. meanwhile, ong n ai tert got 97.7%..lol..not bad!! like REALLY NOT BAD! i bet im the lowest among them! no doubt!

i heard they were having so much fun.and according to amelia wy looked hot! well..im..speechless..? while ong was a bit shy?@! i was like r u kidding me! ong? shy? lol..insane n unpredictable it was! oh n b4 that..we had our dance class n we were taught sum basic samba steps..since we're now officially living on earth..having the world cup going on..so its the football fever and so we're learning samba where its originated frm brazil and the song rawks the hell off..really having the mood..but as always..i cant really get it at the very beginning! all i noe its that the song sounds great..lol...n i saw the skinny gurl dancing - jo titled her as the "samba queen".. her dancing was amazing..hardly believe it..she is real gd! my new-found idol..lol..the dance-samba seems weird but jo said we'll get used to it and eventually love it..apparently its one of the hardest so far..

and aunt was freaking me out by telling me all the ghost stories and haunted areas this few days.. that women ah..she lightens up my day and brings rainbow colours to my life..im so glad to have such a cool aunt like her! love her so much! she's more like my sister or my best friend after all she is only 6yrs older..! we were planning for our future.had so much fun planning and gossiping with her..we talked abouteverything..i mean everything! including not so appropriate ones like..virginity..? lol..yup..thats us..we can go all wild n superb nuts..but we enjoyed every single of it like nobody's business..bleh..im gonna miss her so much!! hugs n kisses to her!

not to mention there r sum hidden bitch in my class with innocent stares with completely harmless-looking look!! i just noticed it lately and u noe what! fuck her! so much for a selfish bitch! i hate my class! mayb i shld consider min's advice on committing a crime n get out of the fucking class! lol..like most of the student with awful discpline records and hideous attitutes.. yeah!

all this stuff that had been happening in my life is really inspiring! i wanna achive my goal! i wanna shine! i want success! i want a life!

i hate S.A.M!! she is the main reason y i feel so awful and miserable in my life! she is the biggest bitch so far! i hate her frm the very bottom of my heart!( i think i mentioned about her in my blog b4!) anyway..bottom line is she sucks and she is the worst humen on earth!! no.universe!! anti S.A.M!! screw her! pathetic slut! thanks for ruining my life..so i guess its time for an extreme pay back?? take care! ;P

plotting for a revenge!
am i being a pessimist?
or its just like that?