it seems like a long time i last updated..so much had been happening...so many changes occurred lately and im just trying to get used of all this..its tough..i must be persevere..anyway..many ppl had been reminding me about school..i have no idea whether i shld b thanking them for reminding or the other way around..no doubt i hate school..n everything in there..(nice complaining it to cherie-share the same interest,lol..) well.had my bm tuition today..had been sucky as usual..never anjoy any bit of it..mayb only the part where cc was crappin casually..ppl juz love camwhoring but unfortunately i never enjoyed it..lol..i was thinking mayb bcoz i looked ugly all da time..lol..well..gurls r gurls..never get enough of complaining about everything.. i hate my days.its so boring n miserable..why???and 2mrw.. koon's youth group is havin a bbq..im still considering whether shld i attend..i hate to see 1 particular person in there!! aikz..this will b much much much easier if sm can confirm it now! i cant make up my mind! i hate it when i actually haf to crack my head deciding! choices and decisions make me feel sick! pls send sum1 over to choose for me..tq! n if possible pls change everything in ma life..coz im sick of this hell life n i juz wanna start it all over again..perhaps like a game..? n that all im wishing for rite now..so may i know where is the best wishing well u can find on earth??