I had learnt my lesson.. never intake 4 cups of coke in a day..it makes you feel so miserable n such torture!! U can hardly feel urself breathing..its like as if everything its stuck/jammed..n u r short of oxygen but is simply filled with carbon dioxide and u never wanna experience it..bcoz as far as im concerned it sucks! Haihz..only stupid n insensible ppl like me will b drag to this kinda situation unconsciously..i hate to admit this but sometimes I I just lost my direction n go my way..my stupid dumb way..har..well..thats juz so me! Bleh..i feel like crap now..>.< the stupid streamyx still cant work!! Almost the whole day except morning coz im pretty sure my bro had a great time playin maple..n now I seriously cant feel any oxygen inhaling into me lung..n its so suffocating! So hard to breath!! Im weak myself n plus this..my life MIGHT b shorten..life sure is difficult..so many problems to face but worst of all now im currently facing sum health problem here..so can u imagine wat its like in future..oh no..im really running out of oxygen!!! Help!! Im drowning!!! Geez..i better haf sum rest n lay down..im breaking down!! Wait..i still wanna meet shawn n express my love to him…(guai..guai..guai..) boy, im really out of my mind but cant blame me coz im basically unconscious.