i feel happier today compared to yesterday...but still as sleepy as usual..dozed off easily in class esp with the teacher talking in front of me..i am cansider daring esp with the open day just around the corner.. fine..i'll try my best to perform and behave well..i havent mention anything about it to my parents..call me coward bcoz i really dunno how to tell them my filthy results.i did terribly and i've no idea how to face them! T_T they expected me to do pretty well..and i hate to disappoint them..but i just did..im full of regrettions and depression right now!

arrgh..never wanna think about that anymore after this bcoz it makes me feel lousy and go all miserable and stressful..i feel so fall out! and with the the another boy sittin in front of me its not easy to deal with this..things got worst..he was teasing-insulting me lilke shit! i noe he's way better than me but he dun haf to made me feel any worse ok! sum ppl..

i hate admit this..but i want browser to beat delphi so badly!! although they defeated us in the 1st round..delphi is way out of my all this! =)

and i think im in love! lol..again..