wesak day..a boring and raing day..i shall start mugging again later...mug mug mug mug n more mugging..but lets haf a break n a mug of scrumptious hot chocolate 1st lor..well..today was sick! 1stly..its suppose to be a "holiday" but..my schedule was simply filled with TWO tuitions..wat can b worse..its maths n science!! i love this two subjects..it makes me feel good and energetic~yeah~so y issit worse..?? guess i was influenced by sum ppl again..anyway later..went to temple with jo due to wesak day..im a true buddhist..duh..n thank buddha she was there with me..or else..i shall b bored to death! oh..n mum was pampering me by showering me n da car with her meaningful n priceless nagging again..frm summit to my hse..plus traffic jam..erm..so i guess its about half an hour or so..~sweet~ just the way i like it! "hot n steamy"..

ok..frankly.. today definately wasnt my day..i embarrassed myself!! again.. believe it onot..i feel like crap n wanting to commit suicide n get far way frm everybody forever!! or like wat my mum always say..-let's juz dig a hole n hide ur face in there..ha-ha-ha.. n guess wat..my mummy n da "loveliest" aunt ever was talking about da past again..our past-me n my bros to b exact..u shld take a look at them..how happy n goofy they looked..well..let me give u a short brief of mainly what they were talking..1stly they were saying how beautiful n gorgeous i looked when i was small n young..~wowh~BUT..more to come..nxt they were saying "how come you had changed so much".. added aunt-"two completely different faces".."geez..u reli haf grown up" =S so to make me feel any better..i guess i'll just take it as a compliment..n live with it by comforting myself with phrases like "everybody is beautiful in their own way" or "past is past..?" never noe..lol..