is that...love??
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i think im really in love with shawn lee(tom in i not stupid) i noe..sounds insane huh...its like m i out of my mind o sumting..its almost impossible..o mayb not possible at all..i cant help it la..he looks so yeng and sweet ..meantime..i can feel da slight pain in me.. i dun even noe him! i mean..perhaps..love at 1st sight..? but i din even meet him face to face in da 1st place..mayb he might look real..but its not gonna happen..im pretty sure about dat..but i can feel my heart tearing into pieces..i feel so miserable..now i noe..lovin sum1 u cant get its so miserable! i need chocolates!! to make me feel better..i guess..but its not getting any better!! i guess he just carved a deep line in my heart.. i love him! lol..im reli crazy about him!! but meantime reli makes no sense at all ..! im blank! i reli dunno wat 2 do..im clueless..wats up with dis feelings..? help!! i guess im just desperate..o sumting like dat.. i reli need sumbody like him 2 fill up da empty spaces in me! i want dis feeling to fade..im havin a hard time even to breath! im gonna b crazy sooooon!! (heartbroken) :'-(
im so in love wit dat theme song of i not stupid too "yi sheng jue wang" by Hong Jun Yang.. it s so nice 2 listen to..irresistable!! cant get my ear off it..the lyrics r meaningful ..although im a banana but i can still understand though..lol..
("i not stupid too" freak)
