i realise how boring n colourless my life is after reading a few of my so called frens blogs..they have the life that is fill with excitement, suprises and most importantly..fun!! for once..i really wish im like..1 of them..? never noe.. how sad n pathetic can my life b??? nothing goes rite! i really need sum luck! i had enough of dis kind of sickenin life..*cough* god!! buddha!! anybody!!help me!! gimme guardiance..let me go.. out of this.. i seriously need 2 do sumting!! mind..anybody give me a hand..help pls?! haihz.. ouch..i really hope 2 get an ipod!! 2 cheer things up..

(sentimental)